circus

the picture on the left was taken with some of my best girls in the world. yang lain pada makan lol :]

life is like a circus.you know what i mean.yah at least mikir sendiri deh hahaha

to be real honest, moving on is not that easy.even tho my friends are here with me but it seems so hard. beuh manteb deh gila udah kayak APAAN BANGET DEH GUE *ew .

so last night i was listening to daniel bedingfield.as always. but tadi pagi gue mikir gitu ngapain gue dengerin lagu ini cuma bikin makin begok doang -_- 

today is SATURDAY and i am not going anywhere. i did have some plans tp rusak semua deh gara2 nyokap lagi pelit ngga mau minjemin si sahab ke gua blablabla tae bener biasanya juga boleh.aaand none of my friends bisa jemput atau apa gitu zzzzzz bodo .

i miss school.even tho disana gue cuma maen maen maen and i dont care.6 days to final exams :] im happy lol

udah ah capaaai ntar i'll write lagi mwahmwahmwah <3

ps: replacing you is soooo easy. not

not yet

how could i do this to myself -_- 

penyakit yang dibuat sendiri bwahahahaha ya i know it sounds stoopid.

oh iya btw cheapshots,im back :]

for a month. or more

tomorrow i love you

ihiiiiiiiiyyy tomorrow ! 07.00 am i'll go to the airport then 10.45 am ,take off. cant wait! 3 hours inside the airplane will drive me superinsane. i hate airplanes. idk maybe phobia things.
all i gotta do is seat and sleep.

jadi inget si travis sama dj AM. ngeri bok gila that is why gue agak-agak serem ini mau naik pesawat.semoga Allah yang maha penyayang melindungi saya amiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnn.apah_seh haahahaha


tau ah ngantuk.byeeeeee

Lebaran besok <3

ihiiiiiiiiiyy tomorrow tomorrow i cant wait

i'll meet the who word ,again and he'll be with my stepmom . i miss her so much!

oh iya i miss my girls too. abis dari australi pokoknya harus jalan bareng yaaa kangen banget aw aw aw <333

malem takbiran nih gila veryvery crouded out there. people are like so excited and me too .

3 days more to perth and i do realize that when i get there, everything will go so fast.too bad T_T

d'fucking masiv lagi main di tv(emang tulisan nya d'masiv kan bukan the massive haha). hmmmmm i have just realize their music is not that bad tho haha even tho i dont really like local music you know what i mean but i do support them. i know im weird.

blablablablaaaah im tired and feelin sleepppyyy

and i cant wait to talk to him.hauhauauha what a day <3

I met the Who word

29,September,Monday,2008


2 days before lebaran and i cant wait. im so excited. but at the same time, i uuhh kinda sad because i cant do anymore diet HAHAHA jk

so yesterday i met this who word.so here's the story goes

so right now i am staying at my grandmother's house until 3rd september 2008 since yesterday.
so yesterday he was here, at my grandmom's with my brother. i've just realized that this who word is extremely tall , he look like he's 190 cm . and it was kinda surprised me when he met me and didnt even bother to yell at me like he used to. its good to have the real him back.
he told me about his life and everything between.he asked me about school and my scores and everything between. so we took a break from chit chatting and went to senayan city. he and my bro and my grandmom took me there and went shopping :] cool.

i miss those times and i want it back. as soon as possible . as fast as possible. i want it back i want it baaaccck <3

A wonderful night with my WAFER

Saturday,27,September,2008

WAFER. 

I missed them like so much. And finally, last night gue ketemu sama temen-temen :]

PENGEN ULAAAAANGGG aduh kangen bgt deh. apalagi sama yang udah pindah. jadi sepi deh angkatan kita ya kan ya kaaaan ???

so last night , Pronto was like, hell much . anak-anak madania udah kayak orang kampung foto-foto sampe naik ke atas kursi biar kebagian masuk di frame nya . ribut banget sampe orang-orang yang ada di bawah nengok-nengok ke atas.belom lagi pas foto di depan Pronto. sumpah udah kayak apaan. PIM was like, milik sendiri hahahahaha :p i wish dude.i wish 

terussss last night was totally fun. but 3 of my girls ngga ikut because Bella baru sembuh,Riski ke Palembang, and Dyla sakit. ngga papa. one day, all of us, harus bikin acara kayak ginian lagi. AS SOON AS POSSIBLE YAH AWAS. for Gary,Bibil,Jani,Icha,dan siapa lagi yang udah ngurusin,makasih banget ya babiiieeess :]

acara selesai,terus pada misah. gue ke A&W with moi girls dan cowok-cowok yang ramai (apa sih hahahaha)  foto-foto till mata klengeran gara-gara blitz. and i miss miss shasha's camera. 

terus gue baru sampe rumah jam 11 lewat. dan ngga langsung tidur. masa gara-gara gue pake hoop ring, gue dibilang mirip kajol. jahatnyaaaaaaa gua geplak lu semua hauahuaha 

wednesday,24,september,2008

im listening to drop it like its hot. hahaahah lagu lama bgt tapi gue masih seneng banget sama lagu-lagu gituan hahahahaha whatever.diluar ujan gede gitu deh dan itu malesin banget. i want winter !

liburan udah mulai. 23 sept until 13 oct. I'll miss my girls soooo much. i'll miss my teachers.my goddamn teachers lol and homeworks. well not really.but i'll miss my girls. that is for sure .tapi masih bisa hangout sih i know tapi lebih seru di sekolah. i dont know why.maybe because the atmosphere or troposphere lol jk. 

my baby Bella lagi curcol di msn about something. i miss her sooo bad.Cant wait for Fridaaaaayyy yeeeheeee :] reuni wafer di pronto. why pronto? dont ask me dude i dont know.

I cant wait for perth too. I miss my friends and moi tanteeee so much . im goin tanggal 3 october. i'll stay at my tante's house for 2 nights,then head somewhere . so i'll have my own freeetime .

my plans for besok , maybe i'll go to dhira's and dia bilang, gue suruh liat baju nya dia i dont know which baju . rebek banget babyku yang itu hahahaah

yuuuuuh so that's it for today. oh, and im happy. happy because of something.

one thing before i go :

''when you are in love, you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams''

yeah right.